My life in pieces, or at least it seems that way. It’s amazing how disorganized I can get with out trying. In fact I’m more trying not to have my life in pieces. Let me take you back to the my motivation post check it here. It was fall and things had been looking up.
From fall to falling apart
Maybe I should take you further back almost a decade ago or pretty close. I had just found out my wonderful daughter was conceived and that is where the down fall began. Being a new father and not having a clue how to be a “Father” I did what all fathers do I worked. Now your asking what does this have to do with anything. Well not knowing what I was doing along with struggling to survive my health fell to the way side. With this almost everything else was also pushed to the side, I was extremely good at working and sleeping. As you can imagine many fights over not being present, involved or active in life.
Roughly four years later I finally start looking at my self and analyzing myself, finally getting through that mess these days. Through that process I made this worse then better I really put my life in peaces. Though I’m glad I pulled everything out and cleaned up the mess. I feel better for it during this time I went to the doctor for the first time in eight years or so and they told me exercise and eat right. Huge wake up call it had been 6 years since I thought about exercise or eating right or anything out side of work.
Tying it together
Now it might seem like we are further apart then where we started but stay with me. So what does all this have to do with a motivation post, well nothing and everything. It’s amazing how much health and nutrition effect things like focus and energy. Most people would say I’m healthy as the scale sits in considered under weight but I feel it every day breathing heavy when I climb stairs. It’s been hard to sleep at night and I’m unfocused at work. I’m just starting the climb out of the hole, and it’s been tough.
It’s not been easy and I know we have a long way to go, with heads held high I get up every day making it better. I have herd that motivation is strange it only comes when your Almost finished to push you through the end. What are your thoughts on this let me know with a comment.